A Return after a Looong break!

Hello my friends!

I have decided to come back to the blog. It has been many years since I've been here, but I see the good in journaling and sharing my adventures!
So I see the last you heard from us was in 2013! I've had so much happen in these past few years, so I don't even know how to encapsulate the details.

Bill started working as a full time Evangelist in 2014. He poured into sharing the gospel, discipleship and building up the church. He started making youtube videos on his channel. It is under Willliam Gucker. He had a website called Beefy Sheep, but I decided not to keep it running since it didn't have activity on it. The videos are still available and organized on his youtube channel though.

So some big things are we found out that Bill had a brain tumor in October of 2015. At the time, I was 7 months pregnant with William. Bill & I made some decisions on treatment, & started chemo and then radiation. William was born shortly after in January of 2016. We had a quiet year after that first treatment, and then the cancer returned in the Spring of 2018. We tried another round of treatment, but it wasn't helping. Bill tried many other methods and some experimental medicines too. During this time, our church community,  friends and family rallied around us and supported like nothing I've ever seen. It was such a special time. Bill went to be with the Lord on September 28, 2018 with his closest friends and family around his bedside. His father witnessed two angels over his bed moments before. Truly amazing.

So it's been a year since Bill went to be with the Lord now. The kids and I have spent the last year grieving, and getting reoriented as a family. What does life look like without daddy here? It's been hard and good all at the same time. It's been amazing to see how the Lord has allowed me to stay home with the kids, continue to home school, and be taken care of by the Lord himself through the body of Christ and some provisions through the State.

So I'm not sure exactly what content I will be sharing on here yet, but I just am sitting down and starting. We will see what it becomes. It might be a place that I share memories of Bill. It might be our adventures as a family. It might be a place about my faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. It might be about life and what it looks like to live in a big family. At any rate, it's my journey. It's something that is worth sharing. I hope you can come, learn and enjoy. Be encouraged because my hope is is the Lord. I hope you can see His goodness through my life and family!

Rachel

A Gift for Sunday

Here is some fruit from what Chris shared about singing the Psalms.

I translated this Psalm into common meter so it can be sung to any 8,6,8,6 tune.

I wrote it with Amazing Grace in mind, but it is easily changed to ... God rest ye merry gentlemen, O God our help in ages past... yes, even Gilligans Island,.

I've been working out what it means to translate the Psalms not as prose, but as poetry that can be sung in our language. The question I've been asking is whether it can be considered properly translated if it cannot be sung?

Another thought to share is that, since there is really no New Testament equivalent of the Psalms it requires us as believers to create new songs to fill out the message.

My hope is that as we learn to sing what is written in the Old Testament we will be better equipped to write more solid Psalms/Hymns/Spiritual Songs birthed from the Spirit given in the New Testament. There is a perspective, passion, depth, teaching, revelation, and emotion/mind connecting work in the Psalms that could surely serve to inform our modern song writing.

If the Lord prompts anyone to talk more please let me know. I am hoping to find fellowship on this little journey.

Especially with someone who understands the music side of the equation.

Yours,

Bill

P.S. I've been experiencing that the process of translating really helps slow down and work out what the Psalm is saying.

  PSALM 59

Deliver Me From My Enemies

My God, deliver me from those

                that are my enemies;

I ask you to defend from those

                that up against me rise.

Please do deliver me from them

                that work iniquity;

and give me safety from the men

                of bloody cruelty.

Look, they lay waiting for my soul:

                the mighty do combine

against me, Lord; not for my fault,

                nor any sin of mine.

I’ve done no wrong, yet after me

                they run to the attack

Arise to meet me with your help

                and look upon my plight

Rise up Lord God of Israel,

                Lord of angel armies.     

Destroy the nations, sparing none

                of those wicked traitors.

They return when the sun goes down

                as howling scavengers

Like dogs they make great noise and sound

                prowling through the city

Out from their mouths they spew daggers

                Their lips are sharp as swords

Thinking none can hear their attack

                they never will be caught

But you oh Lord laugh at them all

                You see that they are fools

You’re my fortress and mighty God

                I wait on your great strength

My loving God goes before me

                my enemies to best

I’ll look on them who slander me

                in triumph and in joy

But don’t kill them, oh Lord my shield

                In your might bring them down.

Cause them to wander all around

                So we will not forget

Let them all be trapped in their pride

                because of their mouth’s sins.

Curses and lies they always speak

                Their lips are filled with sin

Consume them in your wrath oh Lord

                Until they are no more

So the ends of the earth will know

                God rules over Jacob

Let these men return in the night

                howling like packs of dogs.

Round the streets they search for food

                And growl when they find none

I will sing each morning about

                your mercy and power

You are my fortress and refuge

                in the day of distress

Oh strength of mine, to you I’ll sing

                new songs of highest praise

You’re my strong fortress and defense

                Filled with love and mercy